i don’t know
if it’s all insomnia, or part insomnia and part stubborn.
because i don’t want to go to bed like i always do and wake up in the morning/afternoon like i always do and wander through my day wishing i had the motivation to do everything i think of doing.
there’s a girl i met once, the friend of a friend. she has cancer and i can’t stop thinking about it.
and i am praying.
